It feels like a heartbeat, yet it feels like forever.
A little after 7PM tonight, two years ago, I met my Glugs for the first time. I did say in the original post that we were there till “after 11PM”… but it was actually close to 1AM, I just didn’t want to say too much and put ideas in people’s heads…
The next night whilst I was talking to Sweets on Skype and behaving like a 12 year old- I think I like him but I dunno if he likes me and maybe its not a good idea but he’s so sweet and he’s so polite and I think I like him a lot but what about Damien and what about my independence and I think I really like him and this is ro unreal– little did I know that the Glugster was doing something similar with Shebee on MSN!
I must be honest, in the beginning- after almost 7 years of being single- I was terrified, and I came close to calling everything off a couple of times before it even really got started… but he wouldn’t let me.
Our little family has grown closer and closer over the last two years. The knucklehead is more than content, and refers to us as his “folks”. It pleases me no end that he and my darling Glugs get on so well. They have several shared interests and Damien respects my Glugster.
Mine and Damien’s life has changed so very much since my Glugs and I met. I would never have imagined myself actually living in this beautiful house, with a gawjiss new car, anything and everything I could possibly wish for, planning a dream wedding and actually contemplating starting my own business for real one day!
How could anyone on this planet possibly score on all fronts like I did!!?! He loves me and my knucklehead. He’s funny and smart and we talk and laugh together every day. He indulges my flights of fancy. He loves my cats- who have now become our cats. He loves to cuddle and touch and we’re always holding each other or holding hands. He wants to marry me! And not just because “it’s the next step”, but because we want to be married to each other! He was willing to run the TTC gauntlet with me even though our chances were slim to none. My family adores him. I like his family- I’m actually going to gain a decent set of in-laws! He knows me so very well! He is my hero. He is my knight in shining Navara.
I think there is little doubt in anyone’s mind as to just how much in love we are… and believe it or not bunnies, we have yet to have a fight.
Oh, and I think our oft-broken bed is testament to… erm… how well we sleep.
I still send him a “good morning I love you” text message every day, which he answers, and hearing “our song” when he calls or texts me makes me smile every single time.
I love you baby. With all my heart. Happy 2nd anniversary, and here’s hoping for many many more.