Last night I dreamed I was pregnant. Or maybe it was early this morning… Whatever. I was early pregnant. Positive pregnancy test pregnant. I could see every detail of the test itself, with its little blue lines. It had a blue lid. It was an incredibly vivid, and typically disjointed dream. … Continue reading
This may be a little TMI for some who read my blog… I’m a lot better about it than I used to be. I really am. I do still feel a pang of jealousy when I hear of someone else’s pregnancy, especially if its someone close to me. But I can talk … Continue reading
Yup. You guessed it. I’m having a whine about that again. Feel free to click away. I remember baby blues… Mine set in when my darling knucklehead was three days old and the doctor laughed at my tears and told me it was normal. I wish someone had warned me. … Continue reading
Every month I say the same prayers. Its been almost three and a half years. I don’t lose my shit like I used to anymore… but I still say the same prayers and have the same hope.
A short while ago, my brain was again getting stuck in that fargin hamster wheel of babies and pregnancy. I try to make sure I tell my Glugster when I start feeling like this again, because he can tell something is up and I we agreed that we will talk … Continue reading