I realised this morning (okay- long ago actually) that I have more than passed the point of being able to disguise my weight by dressing cleverly… Everything looks like shit on me. I cannot ignore my double chin anymore- its developed a personality and wants an ID of its own! I am uncomfortable even being seen by anyone… I “hide” in my office and quite frankly I would rather stay home. I am embarrassed to drop Damien off at school in the mornings. I can go to the gym everyday- but if I drive home via McDonalds or KFC it’s not going to help much is it? So now I am officially obese (I was medically obese years ago) in my own eyes and the eyes of those around me! IMHO- this is what happens when you combine depression and having money available for junk food. Drastic measures must now be taken.

5 thoughts on “YEAH RIGHT!

  1. I will help you Angel – tell me how. The ‘diet’ no-one knows about is the best they say, on the other hand I need to monitored by someone who actually means something to me. But I am here. What can I do?

  2. I have seen your comments on Reluctant Nomad and Terri’s sites and decided to pay you a visit. I have read several of your posts and I just love you. Up to 3 months ago, I was also officially obese. I joined Curves, watched my food intake and now I am just below the official obese mark. Very proud of myself. I have dropped 2 dress sizes and just because I stopped putting junk in my mouth and got a bit more active. It is not always easy, but I read something yesterday that says “You will never know that you got there, if you don’t know where it is that you are going” Baby steps will also get you there!! Look for another route home that won’t take you past temptation…

  3. Hugs to you. Realising that you need to make a lifestyle change is the biggest step.

    You don’t have to hide though. You are YOU and people (anyone decent anyway) will accept you as you are

  4. Ok Fluffy, so what you gonna do? Maybe you should also see someone, you know like Damien is. And always remember, I love you, love yu, love you!!! And I will support you through any and ALL drastic measures.

  5. For health reasons only, I encourage and support you. As far as being Goddess Shaped is concerned – BE PLUMP AND PROUD!!!! By the way, my new slogen for the next 8 months is:
    I’m not fat, I’m pregnant.

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